The Spirit of the
Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to proclaim
good news to the poor. He has sent me…to comfort all who mourn, and
provide for those who grieve in Zion—to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of
praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of
righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.
They will rebuild the ancient ruins and restore the places long
devastated; they will renew the ruined cities that have been devastated
for generations (Isaiah 61: 1-5).
She looked quite
discouraged. “When you and I talked half a year ago, you gave me some
suggestions for what I might do to encourage maturing in Christ. And I
followed them! But I feel like the progress has been so slow. It
hardly feels worth it.”
He looked even more
discouraged. “I’ve been writing regularly in my Psalm 139 journal,
reflecting on my daily life through the David’s prayer “Search me, God,
and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there
is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting” (vss.
23-24). The more I invite the Spirit to search my heart, the more aware
I become of how self-centered and fear-driven I am. It’s awful!”
Have you ever experienced similar discouragement?
If you have, take
heart. What you have actually experienced is our Lord’s manner of
growing oak trees. Oak trees are one of the slowest growing trees, but
they are also one of the sturdiest. God seems to enjoy doing his best
work very, very gradually, often using the difficulties of life to build
our inner character and refine our spirit.
CS Lewis describes this painful refinement with this analogy:
“Imagine yourself as
a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps,
you can understand what He is doing. He is getting the drains right and
stopping the leaks in the roof and so on; you knew that those jobs
needed doing and so you are not surprised. But presently He starts
knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably and does not
seem to make any sense. What on earth is He up to? The explanation is
that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of -
throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running
up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were being made into a
decent little cottage: but He is building a palace. He intends to come
and live in it Himself” (from Mere Christianity).
When I experience the kind of discouragement described above, I look in the mirror and recite this profound (?) poem to myself:
When you are discouraged and feeling rather blue
Remember that the mighty oak was once
a nut like you.
“For I am confident
of this: that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to
completion until the day of Christ Jesus” (Phil. 1. 6). That’s enough
for this little oak tree to keep on keeping on.
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